So last night my stupid little phelan even thoug he isn't little got into a huge physical altercation with his bitch of a girlfriend and now he's in jail for god knows how long I'm so worried and stressed out and disapointed in him I just want to smack the shit out of him and hug him and tell him it will be all right it's a horrible combination of feelings should i beat him or hug him it's stupid but it's really how I feel and Im so tired they called me into work last night as I was getting ready for bed I mean I was in my jammies my hair was pulled bck i'd already lotioned up my face I was just getting ready to curl up with my remote and crash out when my phone started ringing and I thought it was someone else so I answered it and then i had to go to work it was horrible